Yay! The baby is officially full term! Wondering when he will make his debut... I think we have the majority of the things we need for the homebirth. Definitely all the necessities. A few odds and ends remain. We still need to wash all the baby clothes. We have a good amount. Lots of jammies! Still can't believe B and I are having a little boo! It's really mind blowing. I am the first out of my inner circle to take the plunge; it's cool but weird too because I feel like the spotlight is on me. I love attention but sometimes I feel like separated or isolated from others because I am going through something new to me and completely foreign to them. And even though I am of an age where a surprise pregnancy(unplanned but wanted) is not like a life destroyer, I still feel so young, you know? And I did say I wanted to have a baby before 30 so I guess someone out there or up there was listening...LOL! So I am feeling a lot more zen lately because I have completed the majority of my projects at work in anticipation of maternity leave. I have definitely been on my grind lately trying to do anything and everything I think should keep things fairly calm during my absence. I have a meeting with the bossman tomorrow morning. Hopefully that is not too painful. I am actually not looking forward to it because I feel like I already covered everything so I am worred he is going to bring up stuff that will further stress me out. But oh well, we will cross that bridge when we get there! In the meantime, I am starvin' like marvin' and did not bring my lunch today! booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
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