I am not even back at the office yet and I am already in panic mode. I get like this every so often when I am feeling overwhelmed. I am just reminding myself that every time I panic about some sort of task, work or school related, I always ended up successfully completing it. My adrenaline just starts pumping overtime and I start panicking about things. Hence why I am up on a Sunday morning at 6 typing in my office. I am pretty much worn out and anything that requires that I leave the house today is pretty much the bane of my existence. I have a childbirth preparation class in like 4 hours which I WAS looking forward to but after yesterday in the Bronx at the zoo race walking to every exhibit, I feel DRAINED! And to make matters worse, once we got back from the Bronx, we had to go grocery shopping for dinner. I started having a meltdown in the street when we had done most of the shopping and then arrived at the fish market only to see it closing. So I was cranky because I was looking forward to some fried red or yellow snapper. I was really like yelling in the street. Dinner for me lacked protein significantly unfortunately. boooooooooooooooooo! Seriously, last night was like pregnant lady on the brink of insanity. I think the next couple of months are going to be work, home, sleep, repeat. Except for a possible trip to Fort Tyron Park for a picnic. It's so beautiful up there, I really want to spend the day there at least once before the baby comes. Yeah he is still "the baby" or Bojangles, another point of stress. We don't have a name. And we also are still battling it out over the circumcision issue. I also don't have a pediatrician yet... Oh boy, SOS! SOS! Let me not step onto this slippery slope. I don't want to sit here and ponder all the things that I am nervous/anxious about. Interestingly enough the actual birth is not even on that list. I am pretty zen about that. Okay, time for a little juice. Later people.
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